So when is the appropriate time to move on?Furthermore how do you even know the appropriate way to move on?Does your soul just get to a point where it forces that change in you…I am struggling to find that point or these answers. Now I know we were not put on this earth to have everything come easily and go just the same. No I believe we are meant to feel everything . We are supposed to feel the good and have it put us on top of the world or at least give us that thought. I also strongly believe we are supposed to feel the pain but feel it 10 times more. This is to possibly help us learn and actually remember the hurt. It intensifies our memory so it can make it feel ever present. To teach us so we do not allow it again. I feel as if I keep getting stuck in my own past and I sit alone watching it from the sideline like it is a game. Just watching my team lose over and over again. Feeling that crushing despair when I realize it is about to happen again. Knowing I am going to have to put on the game face again and fill myself with words of encouragement to get myself back up on top.But what if that is not where I want to be? What if I just want to let all of this soak down to the deepest part of my soul to completely digest these moments. Then let it all release in due time when the time is right. This may be my body and my soul but that does not qualify me to say I have had enough. I believe there is something in you that knows when enough is enough. It’s not something you can control and see. You need to have faith that your soul has the strength and wisdom to know your limits and will overcome and let it go when it’s time
….this was a post that has been drafted for about 3 months. I sometimes like to go back through my ridiculously huge draft folder and read old words. I enjoy seeing whether I have grown or fallen from those moments. To see what changes have taken place since then and whether these words can still somehow apply to my life in the present. In this case I can take these words and answer them with confidence. Sometimes things in life are just too hard to let go with ease. Hurt, pain, disbelief…these are emotions that for me I tend to hold onto. Not to hold a grudge but to hold a memory of what I don’t want to see in my life again. There’s always heartbreak, and there is always mending… but there is always that one that you let all the way in. That one will break your heart beyond repair but it can serve as a learning tool. This tool will be used to remind you what you don’t want again and teach you what you do want. You just have to have faith and listen to your heart. It will lead you in the right direction. Mine has led me to that moment I have been waiting for…
Finally I can sit here and say the moments that have weighed my heart down for so long are being let go. My roadblocks of 2011 have become nothing more than speed bumps for 2012! Those moments of pain are gone but remembered. I will choose my friends and future moments wisely. My soul is light and my heart is smiling. I could not be more relieved. I will always remember the moment of weightless happiness when everything left my heart. It was amazing and one of the best feelings I can ever remember. Faith is what keeps you moving. Don’t lose faith or you will lose you.
{Putting something ahead of our hearts is a mistake….Risking our hearts is why we are alive.. The last thing you want is to look back on your life and wonder…if only…}
{love loudly.}
Sounds like you had a pretty good holiday season. I’m glad. I’m sure you deserve it. Happy New Year. May you have the best year of your life.
I had an absolutely wonderful holiday season
Happy New Year to you as well!! 2012 will be a fabulous year!
I am not sure how I stumbled across this post, but I am glad I did. I have a lot I could say, but in the end, I just want to say Thank You. That post was exactly what I needed to read to begin this new year. Thanks again for posting something so relevant to my life.
oh gosh, you are completely welcome. I should be thanking you for even taking a moment to read my words. I am humbled any time something I write touches someone in such a way. So again thank you and I hope 2012 will be a wonderful year for you
You are very welcome.
So I am very new to the blog world, I am not sure what the proper etiquette and protocol are here. I would like to follow your blog, is that something I subscribe to or ask you to add me?
I feel like a dummy having to ask.
Anyhow, thanks again for making the first blog I found relevant and inspiring. I look forward to reading more.
I hope you have a wonderful 2012 as well.
Well you can click follow at the top of my blog or you can subscribe by email on the bottom right side of the page. Thanks again
P.s. don’t feel like a dummy 
its ok!
Thanks for the understanding. I just don’t like not being good at or understanding how to do things. Since you are my very first blog interaction, don’t be surprised if I ask you for advice or information on how to do things from time to time. Look forward to reading more of yours. Anyhow, I need to get back to putting my page together.
Feel free to ask questions and I will help anyway I can! Good luck!!